i rant, i curse, i swear

YY .Sunday, December 6, 2009.

i'm so very nua today.
i have so much craving for steamboat.
i wan some normal soup base.
but rajah inn is turning me off.
the tom yam dont tasted like tom yam when i last went.

so i discuss with py we'll just slack ard west coast.
and had our bee hoon soup since i had so much for dinner last night.

and chix rice is what i have for my lunch.
i so crave for shaker fries,
i so crave for double mac spicy.

i had ucler at the side of my mouth, and at the top of my gum.
and esp when i take in spicy food and hot food.
it hurts.
but i simple dont wanna fucking care.
and i still continue.

my throat seems to be very tight.
guess about to fall sick soon.
all thanks to the irritating weather now.

and and and
JB trip tmr.
me and py. but guess ah zheng joining too if she not working.
i wanna get a shoulder bag for work.
i need to get screen protector for my phone.
i need to help siti get her eye liner and stuff.
i wanna get my toes done by the shop i used to go.
i wanna eat my crab and the chix satay.
i wanna have bah ku teh in the noon.
i wanna go jusco.

so much things to get done,
with tat lil money.
gosh, help me!

i wonder why my cc bill is not here yet.
i wanna clear them fast.
tgt with my last month hp bill.
whahaha.

so random so random.
this month gonna save and scrimp.
1) where's birthay
2) a tower share by me and yunny for the rest.
3) i need to get more bottoms.

all involves with money.

soon will be 2010.
meaning i'm turning 22 in april.
as we aged, we find time passes very fast.

and i wish i could still stuck at my innocent sweet SIXTEEN

YYY

`` loving is selfishless givings

6.12.09

YY .Saturday, December 5, 2009.

SATURDAY

weekends weekends
i LOVE!

cus i'm able to chill at cfb till wee hours and online till lik 4am in the morning.
hence i woke up pretty late today.
like 10 plus.

i was BLOG hopping just nw,
and i happened to read to someone's blog.
another 3 party case.

now tell me, what the pt of getting married?
what the pt of makeing vows to each other.
if promise are meant to be broken, den why still make it?
what irks me most is the 3rd party is actually so damn proud of herself.
turning me off to see such woman exist in this world.

i understand that human makes mistakes,
we cant blame the guy 100%.
but, why is he giving up the whole family?
with kids somemore!
just for that woman?

has he forgotten how much he had gone thru with his wife?
has he forgotten how much his wife suffered during the labour?
or has he forgotten how much both of them used to love each other?

the world is changing.
changing for the worst!

"eating" out is not a crime.
but on the other hand,
family still must maintain.

and for the third parties,
it's ok to involved in a married man.
but pls,
dun destroy ppl's family.
it was u who chose this path.

alright, i sounds very agitated.
well, i dunno why but seems like i starting to lose faith in all men.
temptation! i noe it's hard to resist!
do it with control!!!!

actually nothing to do with me i was very very pissed when i read the girl's blog.
so i decided to let out a bit here.

PY bb,
sunday dont go lo.
since u heavy flow.
shall we go on monday?
GAN BU ooOOoOO

YYY

`` loving is selfishless givings

5.12.09

YY .Friday, December 4, 2009.

ECP trip on yst.
i travel all alone from west coast to east coast.
i took 51 to queensway den 197 to city plaza then change cab.
whole journey took me around 2hours to reach there.

so yes, PL bb next time can take 197 to city plaza to buy our jeans liao lo.
reached and have lunch on the spot.
shaker fried. yumyum
after lunch.
we proceed to the beach.
played balls, sand castles and lastly,
the children play with water.
they had so much fun.

i was busy bring them to the toilet,
making sure they clean themselves and change into fresh clothes.
they were uber tired after whole day of outing.

i was meant to on leave today.
but teacher song's kid is sick so i have to exchange her leave with her.
which was on monday.
sians lo.

last work day of the week.
like finally.
i've been working for 6 day for the past 2 weeks.
and i guess this week i shud have ample rest so i can face the battle next week.

damn, i feel a bit of sore throat here and there.
must be due to the weather.
kids at centre all fell sick one by one.
not me not me. i dont wan lah!

i shall pack some nice dvd and bring to centre to keep them occupy.
to minimise the noise level.

i sounded to auntie-ish i know.
cant blame me either.
i dont have a choice.

so long since we last clubbed.
yes, me and yunny still owe 1 tower of beer.
reason cus we bet and we lost.
yes la, colour blind lo.

alright alright,
gtg.
i wanna meet my bitches tonight.
it's been like 3, 4 days since i last met them.
tonight alright?

stay tune, will have more pictures coming up.

meanwhile, enjoy these pictures first...

YYY

`` loving is selfishless givings

4.12.09

YY .Thursday, December 3, 2009.

i weigh myself yst.
and my weight increases.
damn hell. cus i didn control my diet recently.
and hell, i gonna stick to my diet plan this min.
no chips, no tea break and etc.

i'm gg down to ECP later.
so far.
from WCP all the way to ECP.
and i have no idea where shud i go and change bus and etc.
i hope the lil kiddos enjoy themselves over there.

took leave tmr.
reason is me and PL bb 702 are hitting JB.
just the 2 of us.
so we can save alot of time on waiting and etc.
i'll plan the whole trip tmr.
jusco to have A&W for bf
then mayb holiday plaza to let her get her nails done.
den dinner at xin shi hai.
crabby crabby crabby
den city square cus i wanna get big bag for work.

well planned hor?

zw gf cant join us cus she hitting genting.
NO MORE BETS PLEASE!
znn gonna work so i didn ask her
where gonna sch so unable too.

gf, come back with more ringgits.
and next JB trip will be on u ok!!!

oh yes, some overdued pic.

and now i just realised i haven start preparing for my

this coming thurs holiday program.

die liao lo.

py bb, need ur help!

YYY

`` loving is selfishless givings

3.12.09

YY .Monday, November 30, 2009.

BBDC yst.
had our evaluation at 950.
first attempt, FAILED with only 80%
vent our anger on food.
so we had our late bf and early lunch at 10am plus.
went for a lesson at 1045.
2nd attempt of evaluation at 1220.
SUCCESSFUL la.

both of us were so damn happy and we went off to cck.
had some nice finger food and when we were about to go vivo.
we bump into miss seow.
catch up a lil at mac.
and went separate way cause she have an appointment.

while waiting for the second attempt. we...

out of boredom la =P

she's the one who earn my respect.

w/o her i might not even complete my n's

make our way to vivo,

had dinner at kim gary.

and we caught CASE 39.

good show.

make me tremble after the show.

and this is the over-due pic on last thurs

imm after their library outing...

see how much fun they had?

and can u imagine they still requested to play after we went back to centre?

LAST BUT NOT LEAST

how can i forget my lil gem here?

pretty aint she?

YYY

`` loving is selfishless givings

30.11.09

YY .Saturday, November 28, 2009.

time checked 7:41am.

i'm here now,
blogging at work place.
thanks to PL bb who lend me her vodafone device.
so basically i just bring my laapy over.

PL bb was sweet.
she came with L to send me to work.
had mac for bf.
much thankies.

i'm now sitting in an empty, gan si lang cold room all by myself.
i switch the air con to the lowest temperature and this is causing me to feel more sleepy.
i hope no one come in before 11 and that means i can self declare to go home early.

am gg to see lil g later. and pass her the thingy that i sewed for her.
though i didn exactly did the whole thing but well, i manage to do the shape out.
and guess we'll be heading for a movie and a lil shooping later.
but of cus i gonna go home for some beauty sleep first.
imagine i slept at 23oam yst and wake up at 450am?
my eyes are so dry,
i feel so bloated.

had a long conversation with yunny and znn yst at cfb.
we brought out history to tok and of cus the best part,
our suan-ing session.
hahah, ZW did u sneeze alot yst?
we mention alot bout ur SZ.

sleepy, lonely = emo lo
suddenly i felt like sucha failure.
everything dont seems to be on the right track.

i keep typing and clearing them.
i guess i'll just end it here b4 i get too emotional.
bye ppl.

YYY

`` loving is selfishless givings

28.11.09

YY .Thursday, November 26, 2009.

we had sewing classes for tuesday and wednesday.
my first try out sewing yst when i promised one of my student i'll help him with it.
surprisingly, it didn turn out as bad as i thought.

time passes real fast yst.
pack up and everything and knock off.
suppose to be LOVE MUMMY's day yst but too bad she gonna work.
R came to find me as he's ard jurong area.
in his air force uniform.
man are always man.
they look really good in uniform.
gosh, is that consider a fetish for uniform man?

had a lil chat and he sent me home.
cook noodles myself for my lonely candle-lit dinner.
and jurong hill at 12 mn.